The Journey of Baby Noah (Part Deux)

*omiGod! today is 8th December 2010, and i am on my first day of working after 61days on maternity leave!! baby i dah 2 months young and my karangan on how he was born tak siap2 lagi!! huhu so okla, since today is like my first day 'back to school', i dedicated this entry to my beloved son, wishing that one day he will read this post and love me even more! and you are not allowed to judge me at all for the laziness i've been to finish this because i was too busy entertaining & loving you! hihi*

7th October 2010tepat pukul 9:00 am, Abg Nizam, Mama & Ary tolong hantarkan ke Demc since Helmi had to go to work. Nurse yang suggest untuk admit semalam tu on duty again on that day. So as usual, she did some check up on me again that morning! GOD IT HURTS!!! at that time, dah 4 cm dilate! so dia pun cakap somehow i'm actually ready for labour and then she went somewhere else, so at that moment i was wondering "betul ke dia cakap ni??" huhu and then she came back with this ubat that will force you to do your number two! and she puts it directly into my..u know...and tak sampai seminit terus gi toilet. masa keluar from toilet, ternampak this trolley with this cute pair of baby clothes with baby blanket at the corner of the room, and i was like "is this for real?? am i about to 'pop' like any minute from now??" yishh, so baring balik atas katil. watching the clock ticking. dup dap dup dap... then call Helmi ckp masanya sudah sampai...ckp elok2 je..takut dia 'kalut' ;)
 

9:30am, mom came with a bottle of mineral water (air 30juzuk). masa dia datang, Dr.Mazita pun datang coz dia nak bagi brief of what procedure yang dia nak buat and dia ckp insyaAllah by Zuhur or before dah boleh bersalin. dalam hati, i keep my finger crossed, hoping what she said were true. Nurse dah start masukkan air dalam badan, then dia letak ubat dalam air tu and dia siap warning ckp ubat ni yang buat kita sakit. ok fine, tgk kat little box tepi katil tu nak tgk contraction, dah naik pun every 5 minutes tapi seriously, masa tu siap brag kat mama lagi.."Ma, contraction ni tak sakit pun :P" coz yela, konon dalam hati rasa semua org pregnant different experience kan, so ingatkan kita punya tak sakit la. perasan the luckiest mother in the world! yaaa right! haha

11:00am, Helmi datang from all the way from office. borak2 dgn dia, siap amik gambar sume...

haa masa ni senyum happy lagi...sebab tak rasa contraction. ingat tak rasa langsung contraction tu. cheh! tapi masa ni Helmi dah start tolong baca Yassin (papa pun suruh), and doa banyak2...serious, masa ni tak sakit and rasa happy sgt (happy nak dpt baby ma..hehe)

**My loyal cheerleaders **

12:30pm, jengjengjeng!! perut rasa cramp..mula2 sikit2 tau..makin lama makin sakit. tengok kat box tu, from 50 naik ke 70++ reading...ok, ni laa contraction yang sakit tu kot...aw..awww.. awwwwwww.....grrrrrrrrrrrr!! (ni bunyi tengah tahan sakit la..heh) can you imagine from 12:30pm, rasa sakit for 5mins, then rest 5mins, pastu sakit balik 5mins (sampai ke Maghrib ok!) sepanjang kat labour room, jam depan katil tu adalah teman baikku!! Sikit2 tgk jam. by Zuhur, hope sgt dah dilate 10cm, sekali check baru 7cm. pastu nurse ckp, takpe, dtg lagi 2 hours. (omG 2 hours?? kenapa tak ckp setengah jam lagi ke!! huhu) pls just bare in mind, SAYA TAK SUKA procedure nak check dah dilate belum, tp masa sakit tu, tak sabar nak tahu berapa cm dilate sampai rasa nak check sendiri! nak tunggu 2 hours tu mcm 2bulan rasanya! sikit2 tgk jam! at this moment, everysecond counts! and masa ni pulak ada orang tu sibuk nak amik gambar...:)..hehe) sorry ye sayang..tak kuasa den nak layan...haha (tapi lepas bersalin tanya dia balik, rugi tak ambil gambar saya..teringin nak tengok muka miserable tengah tahan contraction! haha..tips for next time..ambil je gambar saya..kena marah pun kejap je! haha)

  

u see what happened bila teran bila belum masanya! kepala anak saya ada lendir sikit masa keluar..*sobsob* tapi the next day dah kecut! *thankGod!*

4:30pm, around Asar, check dilate again baru 7cm! Dr.Mazita tanya whether ada teran tak coz dia rasa kepala baby dah ada bengkak. dia advise jgn teran bila belum masa. i thought bila teran sikit tu terbuka sikit dilate, unfortunately TAK! so please ye, jangan sesuka hati teran! huhu just so u know, nurse from beginning dah tanya whether nak amik epidural ke painkiller ke and i said NO...sebab apa tau, with epidural, kita memang tak rasa sakit etc, and so how am i supposed to know how exactly to push later on. takut salah push. so dah mind set, No epidural for me. tp by petang, ada nurse ni advise dan advise lagi dan lagi suruh amik painkiller yg cucuk kat paha, nak cepatkan dilate. i'm like what?? ada ke painkiller yang nak cepatkan dilate? tadi takde pula dia cerita pasal nak cepatkan dilate ke but she did mentioned the side effect of the painkiller is kita rasa ngantuk, and most probably baby pun keluar nanti cam high and tak menangis coz dia pun mengantuk. takde pulak dia ckp nak cepatkan dilate! if not. dari awal dah ambil! huhu then cepat je suruh Helmi panggil nurse tu and inject painkiller. masa tu although dah rasa mengantuk, mamai, tapi bila contraction je, still rasa je sakit yang amat! (kalau epidural tu yang tak rasa sakit langsung). by the way, with a good breathing technique, you can actually reduce the contraction pain coz it's good to divert your attention on the pain. this breathing techniques you got to learn from my hubby & my sister..they are very excellent teachers!! hehehe

7:10pm Dr.Mazita datang...check dilate dah 9cm..finally! masa ni tangan dia dah tak keluar dah, dia terus support nak buka bagi baby keluar. omG masa ni siapa ckp tak sakit memang hebat la (it's YOU,kak Ngah!) sebab for me, sakit push SAKIT OK! haha push on off sebab tak reti but Dr.Mazita keep on bagi support. seriously i dont remember how the hell i did it but i'm kinda proud of myself. hehe yang si Helmi kat sebelah pulak macam nak marah sebab bila push tu nafas tak sampai je dia sound ckp awak jangan lepas, curi-curi tarik nafas balik. chewah. siap dia ajar camne...hahaha funny laa sayang..kalau laah awak yang kena push tu kan best ;P masa push, urat kat muka boleh rasa nak terkeluar agaknya, mata tutup je and dengar je Dr.Mazita punya arahan, sebab tak berani nak tengok apa yang berlaku kat bawah tu (takut gak kan bila tengok terus pengsan ke...kang stuck tengah jalan..nauzubillah..dahlaa penakut darah!) tak ingat berapa kali push tapi yang pastinya tengah azan Maghrib, Muhammad Noah selamat dilahirkan. and seriously, once the Doc placed Noah in arms, the contraction, the pain...all gone! seriously..tak ingat langsung... :) legaaaa sangat! and then bisik kat Helmi, i think there'll be no more la after this...hahahaha

Tara!! baby blue due to my 2 cups of ice cream! hihi

with my biggest supporter, who couldn't be in the room while pushing session.hehe :)

proud Mommy Daddy with lil Emi :)

Muka baru leh senyum :)

aik, intai Mama ke sayang... ;)

i forgot to thank everyone who came that night and for the lovely wishes & gifts. Thanks again to my family for your full support & to my bestfriend Nana & family...although in such a short notice, but u've made it! :) Saya sungguh terharu :) Thanks again love! to my dearest Helmi (dont think he'll be reading this since dia ckp saya suka tulis panjang sangat :P) i am so glad you are brave enough to be in the room with me. you are the greatest husband ever, you know what, i am the happiest mother because i have you as my partner, and we're gonna raise Noah with lootsssa love together ok? Nanti kita pergi Bali dengan Noah tau! hehe and dulu kan kita selalu gelak2 cakap, kita ni hidup berdua tanpa dunia luar pun jadi..guess what, now we have to include Noah too! hehe abislahhh Noah is going to be living and listening to our silly jokes & hopefully dia pun cepat tangkap ok? i love you sayang..till death do us part! aminnn)

with Dr.Mazita..thanks Doc..i'm so proud of you! (gambar ni macam kita adik beradik kan...shooot!)

with my beloved niece, happy Aryanna, i still gonna love you and Afeeq too, tau! Auntie Chik loves youguys sooo much!

 baby Noah & 305..dalam kenangan...

and to my baby son Noah, no words could describe how lucky i am to be able to live this moment. Thanks for coming out from my belly, although you are 3 weeks early (sampai Mama tak dapat cuti 3 bulan maternity!!) but, you've made it so easy for me. you are gonna be one lucky baby cause you have me to love you for eternity! InsyaAllah..aminn