Love Her!

Once upon a time......

Ary : Auntie Chik, siapa tu?

(sambil tunjuk kat dua orang lelaki yang sedang membaiki gate jiran depan rumah Mama)

Me : Kawan ayah Ayyana kot.

Ary : Bukan naa...

Me: Hm..tu kawan Uncle Mie tuu...

Ary : Bukan naaa!

Me : Abis tu siapa?

Ary : ORANG laa!!

Me : HAHAHAHAHAHA

(Demn! Nasib baik dia tak cakap itu hantu!!! LOL!)

*no wonder she is Nanny's favourite girl :)*

Love his nose!

Hidung diorang lebih kurang sama kan? hehehehe

LIKE : Irfan Bachdim

1st : click google

2nd : type IRFAN HAARYS BACHDIM

3rd : click IMAGES

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*mata berpinar sat*

OMG handsomenyaaaa!!!!!

(sampai ada orang tu pun sekali ckp "ha ahh!!!" dengan kuatnya semalam)

LOL

enjoy!! ;)

LOVE: The reason to smile..every morning :)

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and the reason why i'm late for work...

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monyok nyaaaa muka dia... :((

japgi Mama balik ye..... :)

HATELIKEHELL: "I'm Gay, I'm OK" ....WHAT???

Lepas baca article ni, terasa sangat dunia dah nak kiamat (wallahualam). Kenapa ramai sangat manusia yang berpelajaran tinggi macam Azwan Ismail ini tapi cetek dan rosak teruk akidahnya (nauzubillah) seriously, keep to yourself boleh tak?
Hadits riwayat Ibn Abbas : “Siapa saja yang engkau dapatkan mengerjakan perbuatan homoseksual maka bunuhlah kedua pelakunya”. [ditakhrij oleh Abu Dawud 4/158 , Ibn Majah 2/856 , At Turmuzi 4/57 dan Darru Quthni 3/124].
Bukan apa, ini bukan "salah ibu mengandung", tapi memang salah individu tu sendiri. pilihan tu semua kat tangan masing-masing, kenapa kena pilih gender sendiri?
YaAllah, lindungi kami semua dari perkara mungkar sebegini....aminnn

i love my two emi :)

Super melting!!!

i just can't get enough of them :)

I LOVE my new Wallpaper :)

Semalam 2 months check up. He gained 1.1kg and grew 5cm! yay! alhamdulillah...tak kesah la anak Mama ni lagi kecik dari semua baby, as long as you are healthy, and happy, and smiling, Mama pun happy... :)

5 days and less.......HATE IT!

Me: Noah!! I don't want to go to work!! I want to stay 24hours with you!!!!

Noah : Ma, grow up! heeeee

The Journey of Baby Noah (Part Deux)

*omiGod! today is 8th December 2010, and i am on my first day of working after 61days on maternity leave!! baby i dah 2 months young and my karangan on how he was born tak siap2 lagi!! huhu so okla, since today is like my first day 'back to school', i dedicated this entry to my beloved son, wishing that one day he will read this post and love me even more! and you are not allowed to judge me at all for the laziness i've been to finish this because i was too busy entertaining & loving you! hihi*

7th October 2010tepat pukul 9:00 am, Abg Nizam, Mama & Ary tolong hantarkan ke Demc since Helmi had to go to work. Nurse yang suggest untuk admit semalam tu on duty again on that day. So as usual, she did some check up on me again that morning! GOD IT HURTS!!! at that time, dah 4 cm dilate! so dia pun cakap somehow i'm actually ready for labour and then she went somewhere else, so at that moment i was wondering "betul ke dia cakap ni??" huhu and then she came back with this ubat that will force you to do your number two! and she puts it directly into my..u know...and tak sampai seminit terus gi toilet. masa keluar from toilet, ternampak this trolley with this cute pair of baby clothes with baby blanket at the corner of the room, and i was like "is this for real?? am i about to 'pop' like any minute from now??" yishh, so baring balik atas katil. watching the clock ticking. dup dap dup dap... then call Helmi ckp masanya sudah sampai...ckp elok2 je..takut dia 'kalut' ;)
 

9:30am, mom came with a bottle of mineral water (air 30juzuk). masa dia datang, Dr.Mazita pun datang coz dia nak bagi brief of what procedure yang dia nak buat and dia ckp insyaAllah by Zuhur or before dah boleh bersalin. dalam hati, i keep my finger crossed, hoping what she said were true. Nurse dah start masukkan air dalam badan, then dia letak ubat dalam air tu and dia siap warning ckp ubat ni yang buat kita sakit. ok fine, tgk kat little box tepi katil tu nak tgk contraction, dah naik pun every 5 minutes tapi seriously, masa tu siap brag kat mama lagi.."Ma, contraction ni tak sakit pun :P" coz yela, konon dalam hati rasa semua org pregnant different experience kan, so ingatkan kita punya tak sakit la. perasan the luckiest mother in the world! yaaa right! haha

11:00am, Helmi datang from all the way from office. borak2 dgn dia, siap amik gambar sume...

haa masa ni senyum happy lagi...sebab tak rasa contraction. ingat tak rasa langsung contraction tu. cheh! tapi masa ni Helmi dah start tolong baca Yassin (papa pun suruh), and doa banyak2...serious, masa ni tak sakit and rasa happy sgt (happy nak dpt baby ma..hehe)

**My loyal cheerleaders **

12:30pm, jengjengjeng!! perut rasa cramp..mula2 sikit2 tau..makin lama makin sakit. tengok kat box tu, from 50 naik ke 70++ reading...ok, ni laa contraction yang sakit tu kot...aw..awww.. awwwwwww.....grrrrrrrrrrrr!! (ni bunyi tengah tahan sakit la..heh) can you imagine from 12:30pm, rasa sakit for 5mins, then rest 5mins, pastu sakit balik 5mins (sampai ke Maghrib ok!) sepanjang kat labour room, jam depan katil tu adalah teman baikku!! Sikit2 tgk jam. by Zuhur, hope sgt dah dilate 10cm, sekali check baru 7cm. pastu nurse ckp, takpe, dtg lagi 2 hours. (omG 2 hours?? kenapa tak ckp setengah jam lagi ke!! huhu) pls just bare in mind, SAYA TAK SUKA procedure nak check dah dilate belum, tp masa sakit tu, tak sabar nak tahu berapa cm dilate sampai rasa nak check sendiri! nak tunggu 2 hours tu mcm 2bulan rasanya! sikit2 tgk jam! at this moment, everysecond counts! and masa ni pulak ada orang tu sibuk nak amik gambar...:)..hehe) sorry ye sayang..tak kuasa den nak layan...haha (tapi lepas bersalin tanya dia balik, rugi tak ambil gambar saya..teringin nak tengok muka miserable tengah tahan contraction! haha..tips for next time..ambil je gambar saya..kena marah pun kejap je! haha)

  

u see what happened bila teran bila belum masanya! kepala anak saya ada lendir sikit masa keluar..*sobsob* tapi the next day dah kecut! *thankGod!*

4:30pm, around Asar, check dilate again baru 7cm! Dr.Mazita tanya whether ada teran tak coz dia rasa kepala baby dah ada bengkak. dia advise jgn teran bila belum masa. i thought bila teran sikit tu terbuka sikit dilate, unfortunately TAK! so please ye, jangan sesuka hati teran! huhu just so u know, nurse from beginning dah tanya whether nak amik epidural ke painkiller ke and i said NO...sebab apa tau, with epidural, kita memang tak rasa sakit etc, and so how am i supposed to know how exactly to push later on. takut salah push. so dah mind set, No epidural for me. tp by petang, ada nurse ni advise dan advise lagi dan lagi suruh amik painkiller yg cucuk kat paha, nak cepatkan dilate. i'm like what?? ada ke painkiller yang nak cepatkan dilate? tadi takde pula dia cerita pasal nak cepatkan dilate ke but she did mentioned the side effect of the painkiller is kita rasa ngantuk, and most probably baby pun keluar nanti cam high and tak menangis coz dia pun mengantuk. takde pulak dia ckp nak cepatkan dilate! if not. dari awal dah ambil! huhu then cepat je suruh Helmi panggil nurse tu and inject painkiller. masa tu although dah rasa mengantuk, mamai, tapi bila contraction je, still rasa je sakit yang amat! (kalau epidural tu yang tak rasa sakit langsung). by the way, with a good breathing technique, you can actually reduce the contraction pain coz it's good to divert your attention on the pain. this breathing techniques you got to learn from my hubby & my sister..they are very excellent teachers!! hehehe

7:10pm Dr.Mazita datang...check dilate dah 9cm..finally! masa ni tangan dia dah tak keluar dah, dia terus support nak buka bagi baby keluar. omG masa ni siapa ckp tak sakit memang hebat la (it's YOU,kak Ngah!) sebab for me, sakit push SAKIT OK! haha push on off sebab tak reti but Dr.Mazita keep on bagi support. seriously i dont remember how the hell i did it but i'm kinda proud of myself. hehe yang si Helmi kat sebelah pulak macam nak marah sebab bila push tu nafas tak sampai je dia sound ckp awak jangan lepas, curi-curi tarik nafas balik. chewah. siap dia ajar camne...hahaha funny laa sayang..kalau laah awak yang kena push tu kan best ;P masa push, urat kat muka boleh rasa nak terkeluar agaknya, mata tutup je and dengar je Dr.Mazita punya arahan, sebab tak berani nak tengok apa yang berlaku kat bawah tu (takut gak kan bila tengok terus pengsan ke...kang stuck tengah jalan..nauzubillah..dahlaa penakut darah!) tak ingat berapa kali push tapi yang pastinya tengah azan Maghrib, Muhammad Noah selamat dilahirkan. and seriously, once the Doc placed Noah in arms, the contraction, the pain...all gone! seriously..tak ingat langsung... :) legaaaa sangat! and then bisik kat Helmi, i think there'll be no more la after this...hahahaha

Tara!! baby blue due to my 2 cups of ice cream! hihi

with my biggest supporter, who couldn't be in the room while pushing session.hehe :)

proud Mommy Daddy with lil Emi :)

Muka baru leh senyum :)

aik, intai Mama ke sayang... ;)

i forgot to thank everyone who came that night and for the lovely wishes & gifts. Thanks again to my family for your full support & to my bestfriend Nana & family...although in such a short notice, but u've made it! :) Saya sungguh terharu :) Thanks again love! to my dearest Helmi (dont think he'll be reading this since dia ckp saya suka tulis panjang sangat :P) i am so glad you are brave enough to be in the room with me. you are the greatest husband ever, you know what, i am the happiest mother because i have you as my partner, and we're gonna raise Noah with lootsssa love together ok? Nanti kita pergi Bali dengan Noah tau! hehe and dulu kan kita selalu gelak2 cakap, kita ni hidup berdua tanpa dunia luar pun jadi..guess what, now we have to include Noah too! hehe abislahhh Noah is going to be living and listening to our silly jokes & hopefully dia pun cepat tangkap ok? i love you sayang..till death do us part! aminnn)

with Dr.Mazita..thanks Doc..i'm so proud of you! (gambar ni macam kita adik beradik kan...shooot!)

with my beloved niece, happy Aryanna, i still gonna love you and Afeeq too, tau! Auntie Chik loves youguys sooo much!

 baby Noah & 305..dalam kenangan...

and to my baby son Noah, no words could describe how lucky i am to be able to live this moment. Thanks for coming out from my belly, although you are 3 weeks early (sampai Mama tak dapat cuti 3 bulan maternity!!) but, you've made it so easy for me. you are gonna be one lucky baby cause you have me to love you for eternity! InsyaAllah..aminn

HAPPY ONE MONTH BIRTHDAY BABY

Ni gambar nak pergi Demc for his one month check up. Damn..time flies, huh?! First month was abit dissapointing. he is only gain like 300gram and grew 3cm taller. uwaaaaaaaaaaaa

xpe..now i know the tips...gonna pump u up somemore!!

The journey of Baby Noah (Part Une)

..Noah at 7 Days old..

Finally ada free time to blog as Noah is sleeping soundly... :) i have tried to blog about my wonderful experience like soo many times but i guess i am just as lazy as anyone else. but seriously, i really need to since i realised i slowly began to forget it! :(

4th October
Weekly check up with Dr.Mazita. Pergi dgn Helmi since dia pun ada appointment with his orthopedic later after that. Dr.Mazita just ckp everything ok! kepala baby pun dah engaged to my pelvis...placenta dah kat atas...hehe and tapi masa dia tengok kaki yang tak bengkak lagi, dia pun comment, "saya rasa awak due 281010 ni since kaki pun tak bengkak lagi :)" and that's what she said la :P

5th October
Bangun at 630am and ada stain on my pantyliner again. 1st time when i was 28 weeks preggie...and this time dah almost 37 weeks and since orang ckp 37 weeks dah boleh bersalin, we like cuak, and went straight to labour room Demc, Shah Alam.
Masa tu tak rasa any contraction pun but still bleeding. Nurse terus panggil Dr.Mazita but we had to wait for her because apparently we're abit too early to arrive! hehe yela cuak kan? :P by 800am, Dr.Mazita came and said "Eh saya baru je jumpa awak semalam kan... :)" haaa ternyata Doctor is always wrong! LOL. Dr.Mazita suruh baring nak check dah buka berapa cm (ok, ini adalah procedure yang paling TAK BEST sekali...sakit like hell, unpleasant, but apparently the only way to check dah dilate ke tak! huhu ) And masa tu dah dilate 1cm! Memang terkejut la. Dalam hati ckp, MasyaAllah..awalnya!! Dr.Mazita bagi MC for the whole week, and suggest i go home, and rest, cause it could take awhile, at least a week before i am 10cm/full dilated! And dia ckp, kalau nak cepatkan dilate some more, banyak kan berjalan. so okla, balik rumah, packing some of maternity and baby stuffs, and went straight to my parents house.

Frankly, masa ni tak bagitahu siapa pun except for my sister, my parents, and two of closest friend cause i really didn't want to bother anyone else. At this point, tak sure nak rasa apa. Tapi yang pasti, cuak as hell!!

6th October
Still bleeding, tapi dah almost kering. Text Dr.Faiza/Popsy from HUKM Bangi, nak opinion from her cause she is also a gynea, and yang penting, ex-tkcian! hehe Popsy suggest i should follow up dengan my gynea again cause dia takut leaking. Bila bagitahu Mama, dia suruh tunggu sampai rasa sakit since bleeding pun dah almost stop. Kak Ngah, Nana & Niza pun suggest suruh jumpa Doctor since dah bleeding since semalam. Masa ni dah start stress and nangis cause tak sure nak buat apa. Yang pasti, nak jumpa Doctor, tapi takut dia check macam semalam tu, takut lagi koyak...tapi that's the only way nak tahu berapa cm dah dilate. And since dah tak boleh nak drive sendiri, and Helmi pun kerja, nak pergi Demc, Mama macam tak setuju. Mixed feeling sangat tapi ended up, tunggu Helmi balik from office, then straight ke Demc.
Since dah malam, Dr.Mazita pun dah balik, so the nurse je yang ada. so this time, Nurse je yang check dah dilate ke belum. Memang lagi teruk from semalam. Somehow rasa dia macam koyak2 kan je pangkal rahim ku. Darah seriously lagi banyak keluar compared to semalam :( Masa ni teringat cakap Mama, cause the reason dia tak bagi pergi Demc, takut this thing happen la. but at least dah tahu dah dilate 2cm. Nurse suggest suruh admit since dia rasa dah ada progress. After alot of careful thinking, we said we want to admit the next morning. For me, siapa nak duduk hospital awal2 kan? :P So, balik rumah for Maghrib prayer, then off to Subang Parade nak exercise jalan2..bagi cepat lagi dilate. And masa kat SP, lepas jalan2, tetiba rasa teringin nak makan DoubleCheeseburger & Mcflurry Milo, tapi nak Chocolate Sundae gak, so Helmi terpaksa cancel his niat nak makan his favourite Mcflurry Connetto Choc...and the best part was, orang tu bagi Mcflurry OREO! since nak jugak Mcflurry Milo, he ordered another one, and yes lah, i ate both Mcflurry Milo & Chocolate Sundae! :) And since dah kenyang, we tapau Doublecheeseburger & put it in the fridge. the next thing i know, Papa ate it for supper. LOL (sorry had to stop now cause nak kejut kan Noah..it's susu time! heh)

i love Baby Noah

introducing our first baby....

Muhammad Noah bin Mohd Helmi
071010
7:18pm
3.03kg

i can't stop smiling.... :)

Tak Suka!

Saya Tak Suka Hari Ini...

Hari ini Sa-ka!

Ke...Saya yang Sa-ka!?

Dah makin boyot, makin rasa nak demam...

kalau boleh nak duduk rumah diam-diam...

tapi saya tak suka duduk rumah sorang-sorang...

maka terpaksa pergi ke pejabat yang Tu u t ini...

Sa-ka!

saya nak balik ke rumah bonda...

mungkin ada yang menenangkan kepala saya di sana...

seperti orang-orang di dalam gambar....

Su k A!

This is beautiful story

Why do we read Quran, even we can't understand not even a single Arabic????
An old American Muslim lived on a farm in the mountains of eastern Kentucky with his young grandson. Each morning Grandpa was up early sitting at the kitchen table reading his Qur'an.

His grandson wanted to be just like him and tried to imitate him in every way he could.

One day the grandson asked, "Grandpa, I try to read the Qur'an just like you but I don't understand it, and what I do understand I forget as soon as I close the book. What good does reading the Qur'an do?"

The Grandfather quietly turned from putting coal in the stove and replied, "Take this coal basket down to the river and bring me back a basket of water."

The boy did as he was told, but all the water leaked out before he got back to the house.

The grandfather laughed and said, "You'll have to move a little faster next time," and sent him back to the river with the basket to try again.

This time the boy ran faster, but again the basket was empty before he returned home.

Out of breath, he told his grandfather that it was impossible to carry water in a basket, and he went to get a bucket instead.

The old man said, "I don't want a bucket of water; I want a basket of water."

You're just not trying hard enough," and he went out the door to watch the boy try again.

At this point, the boy knew it was impossible, but he wanted to show his grandfather that even if he ran as fast as he could, the water would leak out before he got back to the house.

The boy again dipped the basket into river and ran hard, but when he reached his grandfather the basket was again empty.

Out of breath, he said, "See Grandpa, it's useless!"

"So you think it is useless?" The old man said, "Look at the basket."

The boy looked at the basket and for the first time realized that the basket was different. It had been transformed from a dirty old coal basket and was now clean, inside and out.

"Son, that's what happens when you read the Qur'an.
You might not understand or remember everything, but when you read it, you will be changed, inside and out. That is the work of Allah in our lives."

Jazakallahukhairankathira.... "It is better to try and fail, than not try at all"

Selamat Hari Raya!!

Ni lah ahli-ahli BAKAB R&Y yang latest (those who were not in the picture : Along & Kak Yan, and Abg Farid-kak Lia's hubby) yang 3 ahli baru dalam perut yg hopefully would be able to complete next year's photo would be Ucu, Me and Kak Yan's! YAY!

HAppY Eid Mubarak Everyone..!!

(Al-Fatihah to Arwah Mek, Atok Hashim, Atok, Atah, Tok Mok, Tok Bakar, Tok Jambi, Onyang, Ayah Long, Abg Lan, dan semua kaum muslimin dan muslimah yang telah kembali ke Rahmatullah....semoga roh mereka dicucuri rahmat dan ditempatkan di kalangan orang-orang yang soleh dan solehah...aminn)

34 weeks and Plus!

Hi! i am 34 weeks and 5 days preggie...hihi 6 more weeks to go and also, i'm starting to freak out!!! everyday, like everyminute of everysingle hours, i sit and wonder, how different the birth story would be like for me & my baby...yalaaa as you know, every mother has different experience, even the same mother would say she had different birth story for every child she gave birth to...so...what would it be like for me? wahhh takutnya....Ya Allah...kuatkan semangat Elly & Baby nanti...amin...Kak Ngah dgn Mama suruh amalkan baca ayat banyak-banyak ini untuk permudahkan segala urusan...(please bare in mind yeee Elly!) "Tiada Tuhan yang disembah melainkan Engkau ( Allah ), maha Suci Engkau Ya Allah, sesungguhnya aku termasuk di kalangan orang-orang yang zalim." amin...

1st September!! WOHOOOO!

Cookies & Cream Cake

Moist Chocolate Cake

Ni lah bahana baca blog orang lain...haha semalam terbaca blog ni, tetiba rasa craving yang amat sangat. maybe sebab puasa gak, tapi tak peduli...rasa macam nak jugak nak jugak!! so i emailed her begging to bake at least one of these two cakes for me (because i'm pregnant! ahaha) cause apparently, she has closed the order for raya and will only continue baking after 13th Sept. i waited for her to reply my email...but nada. i tot that was it. mungkin dah tak layan kot order lain.huhu. so balik tu, nak gak tunjuk gambar cakes tu to Hubs, and lucky me, she replied my email last night!! Yihaaaa!

Hi Elissa,

Thank u for writing to me.. I feel so touched that u wanna try my cakes. I do have an available date for you- Wednesday September 1? If you can pick them up at my house?

I'll b at work that day so my mom can pass the cake to u.. All the best with ur pregnancy, I hope ur baby loves it too! ;)

Aishah

Iyaaaaaayyyyyyyyyyyy!!!! tQ tQ tQ!!!!!!!

p/s: Siapa nak join makan cake bersama2 saya, come come!! 1st September ok? wohoooo!!

Drooooling**

Tony Roma's Chocolate Avalanche!
sedap gileeee ok!!! rasa nak lagi! :(

p/s: Awak.....JUM!!!!!

Update on Momma & Ma Baby!

Mother:

Further and further into your pregnancy your baby is growing and your body is preparing for birth. Since your baby is taking up all of the space available, your internal organs are pushed and pressed. This may cause you to have frequent heartburn, which is uncomfortable. If you experience this, consider eating smaller and more frequent meals and remain upright after eating (puasa ma...masa buka sure tak ingat dunia!! huhu).

Most pregnant women will be troubled by back pain at any stage of their pregnancy. Sometimes this back pain can last well into the first year after the birth. Do ask your partner to give you a nice backrub every now and then! (yeee saya sangat sakit belakang sekarang!!)

Baby:

Your baby is developing further and further. The irises now respond to light; if they see light, the irises will become smaller. If it is dark they dilate. The nails may have reached the end of the fingers and the skin color is pink, due to the thin layer of white fat underneath the skin. You, as an expecting mother, tend to get out of breath easily. Bear in mind that your baby doesn’t; the placenta is providing plenty of oxygen for your little one! :)

Your baby now weighs about 1.5 kg (my baby is now 1.66kg! hehe)

31 weeks and counting...takutnya...huhu

29 Weeks & Bleeeeding!

Yes! I wasn't kidding ok? it happened last Thursday, second day of puasa and we're about to have our sahur that 4.30 a.m...(konon nak makan extra bubur lambuk yang Mak bagi utk sahur tu...tp tak sempat! huhu) before nak turun sahur tu, macam biasa, pergi toilet dulu...masa nak flush, tiba-tiba, ada titisan2 darah...and i saw the color in the toilet bowl cam funny, so i was abit cuak, so ter jerit sikit la. i didn't know Helmi heard it, so i stayed in the toilet for a few minutes, like wondering...what did i ate? OMG OMG...is this 'the moment'?? i was counting again and again and i was pretty sure i was only 29 weeks of preggie, so i just stand there and stunned. dalam hati, cuakkk gile ok? rasa nak nangis pun ada, confused pun ada, cause darah still menitik-nitik masa tu...so i was like calling for him...."Awak...." from the tone of my voice i'm sure he knew something was not right...he came in the bathroom, saw few drops of blood on the floor, and also, was stunned, then he just said that we should go to the hospital, just to be sure what was really happened.

(funny story: Suamiku kan "Kalut". Before gerak, i was already waiting for him inside the car, then after he locked the door, i saw he was like jalan kelam-kabut dengan nappy bag yang kitorg baru je beli last weekend and letak kat seat belakang! The funny thing is, dalam nappy bag tu, sebenarnya tak letak apa2 pun lagi. baru plan nak letak baby clothes, blanket, napkin etc for the labour time nanti...tapi, TAK letak pun lagi...sebab tak sempat since napkin & baju2 baby semua baru basuh.. Yang betul2 ada dalam nappy bag tu adalah, few of my underwears yang disumbat2 ke dalam poket2 bag tu, and mineral bottle yang half empty sebab kononnya nak shape kan bag tu cause masa beli, bag tu berlipat2 and keromot2 lagi..hahaha masa tu tempted gile nak gelak cause the fact yang dengan serious nya, dia membawa nappy bag yang kosong ke hospital! LOL..tp since tgh risau, masa tu, senyum je laa...hahaha )

on the way to DEMC, both of us remain silent. then I called my sister, and my mother, just to check whether this thing is normal. so they agreed that we should ask the doctor about it. my mother then thought i was already in labour, cause for that moment, she said, tah2 elly salah kira last period bila kot! demit! sangat lah tak ok! Masa kat ER, doktor said not to worry, and he gave me ubat kuatkan rahim and 2 days m.c. cause he said, everything seems fine, and all i need is a good rest. so after Helmi had his sahur at DEMC, we went back home and planned to see gynea in the morning to have a check on the baby. That morning, the gynea, Dr.Zamri said, the baby is fine & healthy and has nothing to do with the bleeding. it was the placenta @ uri! Dr.Zamri cakap, uri dah almost kat bawah, and as it was moving, few geseran je boleh caused that bleeding. sigh...so he wants me to continue the previous ubat, and i make my decision not to puasa since, you know, macam period la jugak...dah lama tak period, rasa awkward je... :( but the bleeding stops on the 2nd day. so now, dah dua hari tak puasa! bye bye to puasa penuh 2010! huhu

although everything seems ok, still, sometimes bila fikir2 balik, rasa risau je...yela, we did everything we could, tapi, kalau dah jadi, tatau kan...semua kuasa Dia..."kun fa ya kun" semoga Allah kuatkan baby dalam perut ni...amin....ohh Mommy dan Abah nya sekali....amin.... :)

Dear baby,

your lovely auntie Shara made me buy allll these for you...she bought it in London and i got it for...alaa...tak payah tahu laa ekk...hehe what i hope and pray is that, you'll be able to wear it later ok? i hope to see you in another 7 weeks (at least!) keep swimming in my belly...jgn duduk diam2 tau! nanti, i'll miss you... :) be strong baby boy emi!

Love and Pray, Mommy ELissa

3rd Trimester!

Goodbye 2nd Trimester..you've been kind to me & my baby... :)
now, as i'm entering 3rd trimester, a small and big change has happen to me...and somehow, it scares me...such as, my feet are killing me! i didn't notice anything until i went for medical check up last friday, and the midwife saw my feet and she said "wah...kaki Puan dah bengkak!" i was abit shocked, and wondered when did it happen??? then i remembered, somewhere in last week, i noticed my shoes are abit tight than the usual...i thought it was a normal, you know, sometimes, shoes can shrink...hahaha and bila nak sembahyang pun kaki rasa kebas2 je...bangun tidur pun kaki sakit...yada yada...oh well, now i know! :P and then with my wedding rings...OMG jari aku dah tembam!!! huk huk..i'm sooo sad, my hubby wants to buy me a new ring cause i feel so 'naked' without it...but then, hmm...later la...takpelaaa...it's not that a big of deal...for me, i wear rings to remind myself that i'm married, everysingleday...heh, right now, i can just look at my baby..and the feel is the same.. :) goodbye rings...i'll see you November ait? :)

i Love Birthdays...

"True Friends Are Never Apart

Maybe in Distance,

But Not in Heart"

Selfish people should %^$#@*!!!

Eiiiiiiii!!!!!!! Marahnyaaaaaa! Kalau dah tahu lambat, MOVE TO THE LEFT LANE PLEASE!!!!!!
You had just caused me 10 minutes late to work! Did you have any idea that SOME people or MOST of the people needs to be at office as early as possible, and that's why we need the right lane you **&%^##!!! I don't need to watch your lovey dovey drama in your car so please save it for later!!! ARGGGHH!!!! I really hate these kinda selfish people!

Tahu tak masa kita kebanyakkannya dibazirkan di traffic lights, and the fact yang ke lembapan itu disebabkan orang lain, benda tu lagi menyakitkan hati! Seriously, drivers yang saja drive slow gila kat lane kanan, menampakkan sangat orang tu seorang SELFISH & tak peka keadaan sekeliling! atau tak faham makna tersirat untuk signboard "IKUT KIRI JIKA TIDAK MEMOTONG"! takkan nak suruh board tu tulis "SIAPA NAK BAWAK LAJU JE DOK LANE KANAN YE!!" ARGGGHHHHHHHH!! Geramnya!!!

Nak tahu tak lagi satu yang mencabar keimanan apa...MOTORIST yang SELFISH yang bawak motor bukan kat lane kiri, atau lane kanan, tapi TENGAH-tengah, pastu bila dah horn minta ketepi sikit, dia pandang belakang, pastu buat bodoh...ARRGHHHH!!!!!

i think maybe i should do something about these selfish people la...sigh...buat bubur pun sedap ni! okla. nasib baik ada persidangan yang kena pergi. kalau tak nak je mencarut &%$#@*** lagi! huhu

off topic...

dear hubby,

i have a confession to make...Although i envied you for sleeping (like a little girl!!) while i have to wake up earlier like you used to, and take a shower, and be ready to work... but... i'm actually enjoying the fact that i have to send you to your parents house everymorning, for the past 3 days, today, tomorrow, and for many many days to come... :) i don't know why, but somehow, i'm sooo loving it! hehe and also, i love the fact you are home with your parents, because i'm pretty sure your parents feels the same way as I do... ;) have fun sleeping & resting & playing with Willies ok? you might gonna miss these days later when you are back to work..i love you...& get well soon ok?

Get Well Soon, please ya Hun..

Today is the 4th day since he admitted to KPJ Selangor for ligamen operation. we checked in on Tuesday for MRi & chest xray before he can go for surgery the next day. before the surgery, his face was all miserable, he couldn't smile at all. People who had the same surgery before told him many many different stories. turned out he said, it wasn't that bad at all...haishhh...what laa these people. for me, give some support la to your friend. bukannya menakut-nakutkan orang tu dengan cerita yang "wei pakcik aku meninggal lepas surgery tu sebab ada complication lepas inject bius tu".. it's soooo not cool ok. you're playing with other people's feelings ok...hessh...no wonder muka dia berkerut je before surgery. lepas 3hrs, he came back with the biggest smile on his face. :) *alhamdulillah* cuma malam tu since the bius dah slowly hilang, he started to feel the pain. berdenyut2. so we called the nurse in charge to inject some painkiller to reduce the pain. n he sleeps like nobody's business. aku yang tak boleh tidur! hahaha the 3rd night, terbalik, dia yang tak boleh tidur, but i'm all gone, babe! tak sedar langsung! hahaha so hopefully, tonight will be our last night at KPJ, please....we want to go home sooo bad!!! :))

AfeeqtoQ is ONE!!

"Happy birthday to Afeeq Aryanna skali

Happy birthday to Afeeq Aryanna skali

Haaaappy biiiirthday to Afeeeeeq...Aryanna skali..

Happy birthday to Afeeq...Aryanna skali...."

And this is how she adds the lyrics to her brother's birthday song...just so you know, dia sorang je yang nyanyi "Aryanna skali" tu...LOL!!!

So people! COME COME to Afeeq's 1st Birthday Party, yah?? :)

he is ONE year old tomorrow, and his First Taaateh moment was last week++at Nanny & Tok Pa's Hse...

waaahhh....hebat kan?? and we are sooo excited!!!!!!

p/s: vanue = VENUE... ! hehehe

I LOVE FROZEN!

OMG! HAve you watch this movie? OMG OMG! we were like freeezing our a** off watching this movie! haha seriously! it's like riding a roller coaster too! it is totally unpredictable! i love love love movie that makes you wonder...are they gonna die? how are they gonna die? who's gonna die? who's gonna save them? totally worth our money! hehe macam exaggerating kan? tapi seriously, dah lama tau tak tengok movie, and this one memang puas hati...my other half siap nyilu-nyilu lagi. (dia terasa babe...orang tu nak buat operation lutut next week...huhu)somehow, everything in this movie looks like REALLY REALLY Frozen ok! for me la. i don't know about others. well, there are some here and there moment yang macam tak logic, tapi, for me, forget it man...everything else is good enough for me..hihi dah la actors dalam movie dah lah 3 orang sahaja..Emma Bell, Shawn Ashmore and Kevin Zegers (whom I thought was Will Friedle!! rupa-rupanya he is the guy who flirts around with his married teacher, Emily Blunt in The Jane Austen Book Club! hehe)

This is Emma Bell...she was Dan's girlfriend (Kevin Zegers) at first dia nampak kaku abit la dalam movie ni...tapi lama-lama....she's all good!

This is Shawn Ashmore...was bff to Dan...and he was nice though :)

This is Kevin Zegers (or Dan), some said he is Zac Efron's lookalike...but i mistaken him for Will Friedle plak... :P

alaaa macam sama kan?? kan??

(that is how we spent our 2nd Anniversary together this year! ;) selain bermalam di Holiday Inn Glenmarie 'KUALA LUMPUR' for one night...hahaha thanks bb for realizing that we need to go out sometime on weekends...besides wedding or family day... :p )

Also, to sum up the whole Frozen movie...or should i say, some moral of the story are:-

1) Don't bribe people ok!

2) Jangan Degil! kalau staff tu cakap tempat tu dah tutup, balik and datang je lain kali! at least, you still have 'tomorrow'...and you still can come AGAIN some other time..

3) Kalau kat tempat sejuk gile, please jangan bukak glove anda! :P

4) Kalau dah tahu ada serigala berhampiran, take your own sweet time babeh...please DO NOT rush into things....takut-takut jadi dinner kepada keluarga serigala yang comel dan sedap dipeluk! LOL

5) Lastly, please jangan berserah pada takdir...berfikir sebelum bertindak....there are plenty things to do (actually)...everything happens for a reason...and setiap masalah ada "jalan" penyelesaian! think deeeeply into it! Don't JUMP to conclusion. nanti patah kaki, kena makan serigala...tata!